Does it make you sad to see this stack of banknotes pass into Mistress Anfisa's hands? A moment ago the money still belonged to you, but now it has passed into her possession. Mistress Anfisa counts exactly how much money you have brought her but finds out that this is not the full amount! You are and remain a loser, who only ever gives 90% at the most. You are simply incapable of giving all you've got. Only Mistress Anfisa knows how much is missing from your life because you cannot give her your full commitment.